Right now, nothing is suitable. I can't stand my family, my friends, my school, my clothes, my hair, my interests, my knowledge.
More than ever, I seriously and completely wish I could be shipped off to another place. Change, man, I need change. Without current mutation, I just get annoyed at living.
And it's especially worse when you wish you were a cold, manipulative bitch, who'd always know how to get on top. No, instead I prefer to trust people and be all warm-hearted. Fuck me. And fuck everyone who's so stupid as to be able to make their way into my mind these days.